Silent and shrouded in light. The sun and the wind and the gasping for air but that smile was insecure. I felt nice and warm and home. You were desperate for love. You were desperate for love. I promised to be honest and you felt secured. Transcendent love. Hour for hour the night got no end. I felt nice and warm and home. So let me in. Let me feel the warmth of your skin. Let me show you what I can give you. Let me make you feel as well, warm and home. I promised to be honest and you felt secured. Silent and shrouded in light We are divine and your heart gasps for air. Silent and shrouded in light It’s so good that you are here.

The perfection of love lies widely accepted in the notion of being a soul lost in vengeance and searching an almost entire lifespan for the lost half of your self. The beauty of love as I have witnessed is the ambivalence of differences and similarities as we have featured. But love is beauty. And beauty is what you make it. In the eyes of the beholder. And I felt perfection in our beauty. I felt so deeply connected so shrouded by your light. As you have managed to challenge this burden to trust and love and feel. And when I think back now It’s hard to find certain words which won’t sound so dumb to describe the remembrance of beauty. I remember the day at the lake the whispers of the wind When I think back I think of you as a concept. I remember being happy and whole I remember the feeling of seeing you after a few das. I remember us as we were. And it feels good. It’s beauty to my heart.

The days grew longer, you seemed so sad. A mind of entropy and the burden of life. I felt isolated, far away from you. And I promised I will be there for you. This constant cold and the distance between me and you. I promised I will be there. It felt heavy on you so I kept away. A moment of space. I will be there. A moment I owed you and I’ll wait here. And the days grew longer and I waited. I’d give everything. And I did. The cold and the distance between me and you. I loved you and I knew you love me, too. But it was so cold, the distance… I missed the laughs and the light. Nothing could be right, whatever I did. Whatever I tried. I was never enough for you. I was never enough for you. And your dreams and your future and the cold grew. My hope was strong and so were you. But the distance remained. Whatever I did I was never enough for you.

When the cold was at it’s peak and all our talks weren’t able to heal the wounds. I promised to be there. But there was nothing. All the space, just to small. I annoyed you just for who I was. I could not make it right. You said you feel so broken inside. So trapped in all this sorrow and fear. After all we were just shrouded in darkness. I walked until my feet hurt and I could not walk anymore. To think and to forget and to grow out of this. I felt like a child, again. Like I had learned nothing to be prepared. To let go. Unable to let myself feel the pain. Not allowed to cry. Just because I was not really alone. But to loose you when I was so happy felt so new. And you never wrote back. What did I do wrong? Even if this was over we wanted to stay calm. When the cold was at it’s peak and all our talks weren’t able to heal the wounds. I promised to be there. But there was nothing. All the space was just too small. I annoyed you just for who I was Just because I was not really alone. But to loose you when I was so happy felt so new. And you never wrote back. What did I do wrong? Even if this was over we wanted to stay calm. But you never wrote back and I was in sorrow. And then you did hurt me. For the first time. I did not want to be angry but it helped me heal. To grow and go along. I was angry for beeing angry and for that I lost control. I’m able to be. I’m able to feel. And I can grow out of this. I can go on, besides the loss. I am ok. I am ok. For as hard as I wished to be with you. Now it’s time you let you go. For as hard as I tried to let you know. Now it’s time to let you go. I can laugh, I can love I can feel, besides the loss. I can remember how it was to feel your love. For as hard as I wished to be with you now it’s time to let you go. For as often as I said that I love you now it’s time to let you go. I can laugh, I can love I can feel, besides the loss. I can remember how it was to feel your love. For as hard as I wished to be with you now it’s time to let you go. For as often as I said that I love you now it’s time to let you go.